What the hell. THAT’S the time we have been anticipating. Change is here. Right at our fingertips.
It is UP TO US to make the most of it.
Since the beginning of the year there is a post on “reversed resolutions” that I am wanting to share, but I am never quite there. Haha. It’s coming! I promise.
SO. What IS happening right now?
Honestly, these times are such an up and down! I feel like I am swirling through the energies.
One moment I am boldly visualizing the future of humanity. The next moment I am cocooned in my old belief patterns – desperately trying to get rid of them…
This morning I understood something. And this is what makes me ‘hammer’ the keyboard now and again…
‘Do the things you want to do. You will automatically GET BETTER at whatever you are doing.’
And there is more to that: We learn from everything. Every experience. Every “mis-aligned” choice. Every shitty job. Every “bad boss” or bossy girlfriend (I have no idea who needs to hear this, but who am I to decide;)
We learn. We progress – from one point to another. (I am consciously choosing this definition of progress. Progress is NOT A STRAIGHT LINE. And I believe that this is even more crucial to understand than ever before – at least since I was born).
We always progress. We always transfrom.
What makes this so significant? Sometimes I become soooooo impatient – with myself, my writing, the world – even with my friends.
There. Must. Be. Something. Moving. OMG. Hahahaha. I was soooo obsessed with continuous progress that I forgot to ARRIVE….
The difference from five years ago is: By now I know what to do when I am in a state of black and white thinking or plain ‘denial’…. I go for a walk, I dance or I roll out the yoga matt and MOVE – as simple as that….
Yesterday was one of those moments.
Self-doubt caused a nagging pain in my abdominals.
My thoughts were literally choking me.
I WALKED. I walked fast across the park nearby.
All of a sudden there was this tiny voice or should I say sensation in my chest area.
It said: “You are not alone.” (‘aaahaa….’ I sighed.)
Silently I shouted to the sky: “LORD GIVE ME A SIGN”
When I turned my gaze I saw two rabbits about three meters away from me jumping happily into the sunset….
In awe and completely motionless I could feel my heart filling up with gratitude.
There was lightness – a deep knowing that the path is always there. I AM NOT ALONE IN THIS.
What do I want to say with this post? KEEP trusting. Keep grinding through transformation. We are in this together and there is always light to be discovered.